Study groups aren’t for me

I really wonder how people study in study groups. Study groups are meant to have fun and not actually study. I have tried studying with my friends but it just feels so awkward when everyone is concentrating on their own stuff. Like we all have the capability to sit together in silence like civilized human beings!? Tbh I am the one who causes ruckus most of the time. But I heard someone talking about how study groups are nice and I was shocked to find that people actually study!! People actually work on something! I don’t like studying with others. If I have to sit and do my own thing then I’d rather do it alone, plus I could be more comfortable. Much something, sit in the weirdest postures, make sound or play music or do whatever I want. I don’t like binding myself with others’ scrutinizing gazes.


Song of the day!!

Seven by Jungkook ft. Latto. A fun, upbeat track with smooth vocals and catchy music. Also hear the explicit version coz that shit is just💀💀.

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Wanna skip the studying part

I hate studying. I mean, I like learning new things but I am more of a practical learning person who cannot sit idle and stare at notes. I like being really busy and in demand because then I get to multitask. And multitasking brings out my maximum efficiency.

I think of how one day I will be a well established psychologist with independence to do all that I want to. I will be in demand, with one thing after the other, and I will have the power to call the shots. Then I think about the amount of studying I have to do and it all goes downhill.😓


Song of the day!!

Lilith by Halsey ft. Suga. Another lyrical masterpiece by the artists. Amazing production.

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Studying is complicated!

I like it. I want it. I have it? I hate it.

Does it ever happen with you that the subjects you usually like become confusing and boring when you have to study them for exams. I have to study subject A, I like subject B. I have to study subject B, I hate it. Everything is clear when I don’t have to study for that subject’s exam. I will leave subject A and start making a mental planner for studying subject B later. When the time comes to study subject B, it’s all chaos.

Why am I like this!?😭😭


Song of the day!!

Tum Se Hi by Mohit Chauhan & Pritam. A song coming from someone wondering why he loves someone so much. The romantic lyrics have a realistic touch, which is what makes them special. The vocals are authentically measured and the production gives the track a whole another level of dimension. Chef’s kiss.

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Logical reasoning turned illogical

Mathematically and literally

I was doing some logical reasoning questions and a particular topic involved math. I have talked about the reason and the relationship between Math and I earlier. Now, I read the concepts and examples and tried solving them, but holy moly they don’t make no sense. Absolutely no sense. How am I supposed to know I have to substract here when there is no format to answer these questions!? Then I came to a part that was titled “illogical reasoning” because those questions involve decoding the given signs like !#$%^&* etc. I am not kidding I understood the latter part immediately and found it much more logical that the questions involving maths. They have a particular way of attempting. I have thousands of possibilities in maths and all I have is guess work to see which one is gonna work. The amount of time this is gonna waste.

I really wanna know who invented those math questions ngl. How much free time do you have to smoke so much and create utter nonsense!? I don’t wanna study it but I have to in order to take admission in college😭😭. Thankfully I finished the topic today. But that doesn’t mean I don’t have to study maths individually🤡🤡.


Song of the day!!

People I Don’t Like by UPSAHL. This one spits all the things we wanna say at parties. I love the sassy vocals. They give dimension to the music and lyrics. This one is a result of mindful production. Absolutely love this one. Worth the listen.

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Maths (¬_¬ )

😒😒😭😭😒😒😭😭

In my country, students get to choose among science, maths and social science subjects to study further in last 2 years of school. I opted for the social science subjects and left science and maths because I couldn’t really understand them. I like studying psychology, sociology, etc. I have been so content without maths for the past 1.5 years. Now I have to prepare for college entrances in which maths will also be tested. No matter in which field you are, you have to qualify the maths test prepared on the basis of what the senior classes are being taught. This comes as a disadvantage to students like me who don’t have maths. Today I studied this gruesome subject for 2 hours and that time was enough to remind me how much I hate it. I hate it a lot. Too much. I DON’T WANT TO STUDY MATHS! I was absolutely happy without it and now I have to solve problems that aren’t even mine nor did I ask for them😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭


Song of the day!!

Left and Right by Charlie Puth & BTS Jungkook. A fun pop song with melodious vocals and a capturing essence that sticks it to your brain. Use this song to surprise any of your loved one. I don’t like Puth’s look in the mv much, he looks like a 35 year old having a mid life existential crisis and regretting corporate life and family.

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Voice of the Rain

Walt Whitman’s imagination making students suffer
*Offended people don’t read*

And who art thou? said I to the soft-falling shower,

Which, strange to tell, gave me an answer, as here translated:

I am the Poem of Earth, said the voice of the rain,

Eternal I rise impalpable out of the land and the bottomless sea,

Upward to heaven, whence, vaguely form’d, altogether changed, and yet the same,

I descend to lave the drouths, atomies, dust-layers of the globe,

And all that in them without me were seeds only, latent, unborn;

And forever, by day and night, I give back life to my own origin,

And make pure and beautify it;

(For song, issuing from its birth-place, after fulfilment, wandering,

Reck’d or unreck’d. duly with love returns.)

Reading the poem above, what did you think? I thought only one thing, infact just one word- why? Why is this written? What did the poet smoke before writing this? And why are us students meant to study this? The sentence formation ain’t a problem coz that was just how it used to be in the earlier times.

The poet just wanted to make the water cycle seem alive by writing an autobiography in the form of a poem to show off his vocabulary.

I might seem rude but tell me one element this poem has that will make it appealing except the vocab variety. This poem doesn’t have any sense to it, we know what the water cycle is, stop! The poet just discovered that rain is actually evaporated water condensed and then wrote eleven lines (yes, I counted!) thinking he is amazing. Some newbie might like the sound of it but if you try to ponder over it’s non-existent meaning, then it is literally nothing. Like I said, non-existent.

The poet wrote on the basis of his imagination, okay. Although I don’t understand why, like how much free time could you possibly have to write evaporation and condenstation as a poem? But okay his life his choices!

Why are we meant to study this though? There so many amazing poets out there with far better pieces why do we have rain personified as a human revising the water cycle as an autobiography in a poem!? I am so frustrated with this poem, it is nothing but bs.


Song of the day!!

Pretty girl by Maggie Lindemann. I really like this song. It’s so soft yet it gets me swaying everytime. The lyrics are so relatable. Listening to this song just makes me feel…beautiful.

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