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Respecting opinions & tolerating bullshit are different

Unfortunately people these days don’t see any line between them

I have been trying hard to open up and converse with people. I have made some online “friends” (not friends but I like talking to them).

I am trying to be as honest as I can and not try to fit in. In fact, I had this fight with my tuition group I mentioned a few days ago and I ended up leaving it.

Some of them started putting is communalist remarks and derogatory comments about religion other than theirs. I asked them thrice to stop but they didn’t so I said that this is a dealbreaker for me and left. Two of them contact me immediately asking what happened and one of them (male) started saying even more derogatory things and that girls like me are the reason rapes happen. I showed him his place don’t worry. The other person said it’s not a big deal to have such extremist opinions.

Then three more people who were not online at the time of this conversation contacted me later and understood where I was coming from. They wanted me back but I cannot join a group with such narrow minded, egoistic jerks. I am not looking for such a low company. If I stay with them then it would mean I condone their behavior, which I do not. What surprises me is that two of them are in touch with me. At least today. Gotta wait and see how this goes. They aren’t mad or upset with me and we talk casually.

One of them is not a big supporter of the queer community, says he doesn’t get the concept. Which I understand coz our country is hella backwards in these matters. People fight over religion, gender and sexual equality are far away. When he told me about this I said I am bisexual and pride month is going on. This was deadass hilarious.
Some people may say that I shall instantly break up because not supporting means being homophobic but this won’t work unless we have proper education and awareness on the topic. I can’t expect people to suddenly be open minded or understand things or not be weirded out. I told him he will get used to it and he doesn’t have anything to do with my sexuality anyway. We are chill.

We need to be patient in this fight too. Fight for the laws, be patient for the society. But that doesn’t mean you endure insults and discrimination.

Song of the day!!

get No Better 2.0 by Serayah. An upbeat track with skilled mixing about shining over them haters.

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The world works on Perception

Reality is what makes things go on, perception is what has everything flowing.

Many people will tell you that it is on you how you view the world. Some bad things can’t necessarily impact you on the whole if you don’t let it. Bla bla bla…

The truth is that reality is what we see. Perception is what we make of it.

All the bad things and all the good things, all that has happened is reality. Even if it doesn’t feel like it.

How we take it and move forward is our own perception. If we decide to close ourselves, if we wish to grow, when do we feel the need to do something, it all comes on its own.

Change of reality is needed for a change in perception though. It is definitely easier to look at the world positively when the negative events and surroundings are taken away.

Each of us has our own pace. You will have that internal calling telling you to change something someday. It’s okay if you stay in right now. Maybe you won’t even realise when you have adapted to different habits and are starting to perceive things in a different light. But that doesn’t mean that you stop trying.

The right environment, the right people, the right time are all important for sure. Certain situations motivate you to do something while some motivate you to do something opposite. Let the reality flow, and let the experience come in. Allow yourself to absorb information. You will soon learn how to perceive things to achieve the outcome you want.

Song of the day!!

A calm song about lifting up from unnecessary hate. Found it today, Happy Pride y’all!!

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The matrix

When you think about it, it’s crazy how we have turned the world against us. Getting things done is more important than our health and survival. Everything is so complex. It’s a matrix we are living in. How we perceive the world is decided by where we live, and with whom. We can’t roam freely in our own habitat. We have to go through negativity and unnecessary toil to exist. Why?

So much hatred, so much violence. We are killing everything around us and say “that is how the world works.” It does not. We can change all of this if we want. We can change how the world works.

But how? Everyone is stuck in this matrix. Greed is a never ending elixir.

Song of the day!!

Don’t Wake Me Up by Why Don’t We & Jonas Blue. Pleasant vibes.

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People in ancient times were braver

I just had this realisation that Gods are Gods because people during their time weren’t scaredy cats.

It’ all about perception.

People will go nuts if they find someone with superpowers or shit now. But everything was fine then somehow. People praised such inhuman beings. But in today’s world they’d be called beasts.

What kind of discrimination is this!!!???

Song of the day!!

Fictional by Khloe Rose. Soft music and with depth drums and well toned vocals.

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The only scars I am not proud of

Are the ones given by those I trusted

There is so much that I want to say, but no words come out of my mouth. Even if you ask me multiple times, I won’t crack. I won’t say what’s on my mind. I have gotten so habitual to keeping it all in. I know they will never understand. I know they will never apologise. So why should I even bother? It hurts. It hurts to think the people closest give the deepest scars. The people who claim to support me are the reason I want to die. It hurts to know that this will never change. That they will never change and I will never heal. I wish I could say something. I wish I could scream. But what would be the use? They will never understand.

It makes me hate myself. I should have never trusted them. Should have never given them the power to hurt me. Fucking sick.

Song of the day!!

Casper by Robert Grace. I like the music production of this one.

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Socialising really ain’t easy

Even over text

A few days back I shared how I am part of a new friend group. I shared how I am trying to let things play and take it slow. But I can’t help noticing the red flags in people. When conversations play out, you notice aspects of people that are warning signs for when entering in a relationship with them. I don’t want to set myself on not hanging out with them or having fun. But I need to remember to not sway away. Not like it is possible but still.

I can’t help but overthink that they may have another group chat where they make fun of me. I wonder if I come off as annoying or something to anyone. Then I see them pinging me but my head still doesn’t get it.

They are fun people to hang with but of course I still get drained. My social levels aren’t very high. And I am still awkward, the introvert tendencies don’t magically disappear. Idk how to approach these things. Any idea?

Song of the day!!

Queen of Kings by Alessandra. An amazingly produced track that has the power to give an out-of-world experience with the Edm music and royal vibes.

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That one obsession

You ever wonder why you are doing something? That you are crazy to do it? You are so obsessed with something that you just can’t leave it alone. People are scared of it. No one really gets you. But you are so in love with that beauty to listen, and keep chasing it. It’s a drug. It’s adrenaline. It’s what keeps you going. Nothing matches the rush it gives you. Nothing can compare to the feeling you get when you’re close to it. Keep chasing for it. Don’t stop. Laugh and run.

Song of the day!!

Whatever by Walk off the Earth. An upbeat with fun vibes about living in the moment.

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