rant – mysticalsoulblogs

Decrease or maybe stop summers…?

I said what I said

On December 14 last year I celebrated the arrival of winters because that’s a season that brings me calm. 3 months and 9 days in, it’s already summers. Springs stayed for only a couple weeks and as the heat exiting the increases, I am already dreading June. Forget June it’s going to be terrible in the next month itself! I want the cold winds back, it’s already so suffocating with this scorching atmosphere. I want winters back!😭😭😭

Song of the day!!

Running by Pearl Jam. A rhythmic with instantly captivating beats.

Why drag others down when you’re the one who’s scared?

Sometimes people do some crazy ass shit that makes you wonder just one simple thing,- why? That action is just so plainly ridiculous that you are left speechless. It’s even more infuriating when it’s a person of authority. They try to push you over by the cliff so you give up on the match for no apparent reason!!??? It can be so confusing! They are so scared you will do well that they try to take away all the opportunities from you. Why are people so scared of other’s success?

Song of the day!!

Sleepwalk by Forrest Day. A melodious rock track with awesome production.

A rant over a fictional man 👉🏻👈🏻

It’s from a movie this time

Why is it that some fictional men just hit so hard!???? I mean, I never thought I would obsess over the way a guy loves a girl. This time it is not a book rant, rather a movie. So presenting one of my favorite fictional men- Aditya Kashyap from the movie Jab We Met. Actor Shahid Kapoor played this role and am I in love with this guy in a shirt and specs looking at the female lead with part annoyance and part amusement? Yes! I want a guy in a suit to dance with me in the rain too.😫😫 Kudos to Mr. Kapoor for doing such a splendid job. You notice tiny details in the character, when that guy is frustrated, when amused, when sad, the moment he realised he fell for the female lead. The body language itself conveys it all.

Never thought I’d ever write over a man but this guy>>>

Song of the day!!

Beautiful Things by Benson Boone. This track gives dreamy book boyfriend vibes. The build up to the chorus could have been smoother.

Can we ban certain behavior tendencies?

Sometimes I really wonder what people think when they try to show-off authority given to them by themselves. What is it in people that makes them think they are important enough to be obeyed to? I see some folks giving orders like they can change everything at the 11^th hour and have no sense of understanding for anyone else involved. They want things to be perfect, but don’t want to work for it before, and then try to make everyone else feel bad for not being prepared enough. This is quite irritating honestly. I mean, what are you going to do with angled pictures of the final project at midnight before the submission? Re-do it? Just sleep man. I get some people can get tensed and want to know things in detail to ease their mind, but they should be prepared beforehand to not become the reason of chaos for someone else.

For example, if I know I can’t work much later, I give it my all beforehand, so that if I am somewhat unavailable later, others aren’t pressured because of me. I see many other people who do the same. There are also those who, if not prepared, don’t create panic for others. They admit they should have done it before and may ask for slight help, but stay humble and don’t cause problems for others. Sometimes people get genuinely stuck, it doesn’t happen all the time though. And honestly, while no one wants any laid back team player, the latter kind of people are always preferred more than the former, because no one wants to be disturbed all the time, especially by people who are irresponsible.

Song of the day!!

Achilles Come Down by Gang of Youths. I have heard this so many times and every time it feels like an enchanting, royal melody meant to be a secret for the chosen ones.

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Dude 2023 is about to end in half an hour and I swear to hell if I get one more 2023 recap post by random people I’m going to lose it. Who am I kidding I already have. Since the past two weeks they are all that consist my feed and I am so fed up with the same songs and quick pictures that flash for a millisecond and you expect me to see how you spent your year? Bro I don’t even know how I spent my today!

Anygays, Bloganuary is going to start from tomorrow.

I also have an exam tomorrow. I haven’t studied at all. I’m going to do it now for a while. It is what it is. They shouldn’t have kept an exam of a core paper on fucking new year I am supposed spend time with closed ones!! We’re all hoping the datesheet setters get diarrhoea or something.

Tomorrow a new day, a new week, a new month, a new year, as well as a leap year begins. Damnnnn

Song of the day!!

Broken by Palaye Royale. A soft punk pop track with vocals expressing hurt and anguish. The chorus is written simple, the vocals and the drums make it impactful.

Exams on Sundays

I’m done man we students need to get paid

Today’s blog is going to be a rant.

I WANT TO FUCKING SLEEP WHERE ARE THE FUCKING HOLIDAYS EVERYONE TALKS ABOUT!!?

I have said this before and I will say it again, us students deserve to get paid with all the bullshit we go through to get just one fucking degree. I have been working on 2 hours of sleep for the past month. I have started to forget basic tasks like eating. How does it feel now teachers? Thank you for the ill wishes of forgetting to eat because I didn’t do your useless homework! I have started showing my id literally everywhere like I enter a shop and pull out my college id! I am showing my metro card to the security guard at stations like why!!😭😭😭 And this bullshit has to continue till January. I have an exam on the fucking new year too. I have an exam on a fucking Sunday this week like what the fuck!!? One fucking day goddammit one fucking day! There was no rest on the previous weekends because of the shitload of assignments and practicals and now you are conducting exams? OH COME ON!

And you know what this is what diminishes a student’s motivation. No matter how much one love loves the subject, at the end it always comes down to exams and grades, a cycle that never ends. It’s all that is left to “study” for

I haven’t studies for tomorrow’s exam. I have just binged random videos for an hour and do I know anything about tomorrow’s exam? No. Great. I’m done I just want to eat and sleep I’ll see what to do tomorrow. It can fuck itself.

Song of the day!!

Here’s To Never Growing Up by Avril Lavigne. I loved it as soon as it started playing. I just love the beginning part.

To be able to finally sleep

Schedule’s been hectic but the day I can sleep as much as I want is coming near.

You know I like how I have been coping with work these past few months. I have barely slept, but I am doing better than I expected. There have been so many moments when I just wanted to breakdown and never get up because it was all so overwhelming. Being in a hip hop dance crew demands a lot more toil than I expected. Add a psychology degree with it. Top it with life’s responsibilities and a terrible fate like mine. The past couple months have been a disaster. I am finally able to collect myself a bit now. I am getting through it. I am not on the extreme top of my work, but I know I can get it done. It feels like boulders have lifted off now that most of my shit is resolved. All the sacrifice of my beloved sleep and forgetting to eat will pay off. Maybe. I don’t know. But at least it will end. I can sleep then. Fuck yeah!

Song of the day!!

Good Enough by Ramzi. Melodious vocals and groovy music.