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What they mean when they say they don’t have anything to wear

I think I am starting to understand what people mean when they exclaim they don’t have anything to wear while looking at a closet overflowing with clothes. I am not sure if my statement is right but they say this because they find it hard to choose the perfect outfit.

I don’t have an overflowing abundance but I have enough clothes, and I don’t plan on increasing the pile. But when it comes to planning an outfit, it’s a headache. I need comfortable clothes that are stylish yet casual wit no synthetic material because summers. Then I also need full sleeved clothes as of now to hide all the scars and prevent any sort of questioning. I don’t have any top that fulfills all of these conditions because my hot ass can’t bear full sleeved tops and has only 2-3 of those, which are solely meant for parties!!

When I have to go to parties I want to wear jeans but at times I have to wear a dress and I hate dresses so I try to find some substitute but nope!

I need someone to plan all of my outfits everyday like when I was a kid because I do not want to deal with this anymore. Is it possible? Stylists are expensive and I don’t have a money tree yet so that option is out.

Song of the day!!

The 1 by Blackbear. Heartfelt lyrics with outstanding mixing.

Unnecessary human interactions

Stupid people are the worst

I hate talking to people about things I know they won’t understand.

We have a saying, “A dog’s tail can never be straight no matter what you do.” It means that some people won’t change no matter how much effort you put in.

I hate wasting my time on people. I already dislike human interactions, and unwanted ones serve as a reminder why. I don’t see the logic of sitting with some idiot and listen to their ramble, especially when nothing is going to change. What is even the point of talking when at the end I have to leave them? If it were someone who was capable of being mature, then that would make sense. But it doesn’t make sense if the other person isn’t developed enough to understand stuff nor change.

Idk why people waste their time on such people. Why can’t they just move on? Not like you life is going to end if that one person ain’t there or you are on bad terms with them.

Song of the day!!

Do Re Mi by Blackbear (Y2K remix). A pop song with a hint of classic. I want someone to breakup by singing this song.

The only scars I am not proud of

Are the ones given by those I trusted

There is so much that I want to say, but no words come out of my mouth. Even if you ask me multiple times, I won’t crack. I won’t say what’s on my mind. I have gotten so habitual to keeping it all in. I know they will never understand. I know they will never apologise. So why should I even bother? It hurts. It hurts to think the people closest give the deepest scars. The people who claim to support me are the reason I want to die. It hurts to know that this will never change. That they will never change and I will never heal. I wish I could say something. I wish I could scream. But what would be the use? They will never understand.

It makes me hate myself. I should have never trusted them. Should have never given them the power to hurt me. Fucking sick.

Song of the day!!

Casper by Robert Grace. I like the music production of this one.

Everything can’t be good

I don’t know who needs to hear this but you cannot expect everyone to be understanding about everything especially about things that are actually shit.

Some things or people are shit and deserved to be called shit. It can’t be seen in a positive or understanding-the-reason light. Is the overall output shit for no reason? Then it deserves to be called shit.

It doesn’t matter how many people work on it or how much time has gone into its making. Opinions aren’t by some people. If everyone hates something, even those close to it, then it must be really bad.

Song of the day!!

Fire Again by Ashnikko (Valorant). Outstanding production with high beats and dimensional vocals.

Shitty exams

I just can’t deal with all of this shit anymore

I’m gonna be a jerk for saying this but bring back covid!! I’m sorry but I can’t deal with this shit anymore. I don’t want to see anyone’s face, I don’t want to go to new places and meet new people, I don’t want to write kilometers of senseless knowledge in my exams that will for sure contain out of syllabus questions. I have been studying hard but every time I attempt a sample paper, I find more and more weird ass questions that make no sense to me. They have 3 whole books to ask but they will decide to test something out of syllabus! Why!?

What hurts more is that these exams aren’t going to get us anywhere. In my country you need to give separate entrances for universities and these finals have absolutely nothing to do with your future. But because these have been going on since generations and were extremely important till 2 years ago, our reputation depends on it. Literally. Anything below 90% in these exams means that you are a useless burden to all.

That is what exams are in today’s world. There is no logic but you HAVE to run and win in the race because everyone is.

Song of the day!!

Nerves by DPR IAN. Sombre intro with reflecting, honest lyrics.

Bring back low waist jeans

Fashion trends be testing my patience!

I hate fashion trends. They don’t let me shop for what I need.

As if the lack of pockets wasn’t enough, I can’t even buy the type of lower I want. The trend and demand of high waist jeans is irritating at this point.

High waist are good if you want to wear it for outings that don’t require much jumping around. But that is not the case with me. I prefer the comfort of low waist jeans that don’t squeeze my stomach in an attempt to stay where they are. I want low waist jeans that don’t move out of place constantly and stay where I tucked them the whole time. I want the comfort of joggers in my jeans.

Whenever I ask for one though, the shopkeeper says that they don’t have any because no one wears low waist anymore. In case I manage to find them anywhere, be it online or offline, there isn’t much variety.

I don’t care about the fashion trends give me that perfect clothing article!😭😭

Song of the day!!

Sorry’s Never Enough by Corbyn. Awesome vocals with thoughtful lyrics and viby music. Quite underrated if you ask me.