Some work, some play

a good day, I had today

So today was an interesting day, unlike my regular ones definitely. I met an online friend today. After around 6 months of planning, cancelling, and postponing plans, we finally got to meet irl for evening snacks. I now understand why we are told that a person can be quite different in online and offline settings. This friend is quite chaotic online, we are both very chaotic actually. Always pulling some random shit out of nowhere, discussing stuff from disgusting bullshit to scientific researches in the group. We also know that we’re both introverts. I forget that during texting at times. This friend is as cool in real life as they’re fierce online. We talked about some random things, a bit of educational stuff, cracked some stupid jokes, and I didn’t do anything to make a fool out of myself. So it was nice. So my routine today consisted of forcefully waking up due to the doorbell ringing repetitively, laundry, studies, outing, some house chores, and then studies again. After a long while I had my schedule in my hand so it was a nice change in the daily, boring life. Sort of pumped me up to do better in studies now. Having this kind of freedom is liberating, to not always be worried about or tired of working and balancing like I had planned to do in college life. More such days incoming.


Song of the day!!

Medicine by Syd. A spicy track with intense vocals definitely worked upon.

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My weekly progress #1

I want to record my weekly daily life updates as a way of reflection

I’ve been doing better. I slept through the proper hours last night, unlike the entire week that I spent on 2-4 hours of sleep everyday. I still have a lot of work, but I am feeling like I am getting back on track so the panic has slightly subsided. I told off a few people for the bullshit they were trying to pull on me. Pro tip: when scared of confrontation with a person, think what’s the worse they can do at the end. Literally, so what if you offend them, what will they do?? There will always be moments when you’ll hesitate speaking up for yourself in fear of making the situations worse. But what’s more important? Your self respect or that person’s ego? I ate well today, and have rested. No getting back to work and planning the upcoming week, satisfied with my progress in the last few days.


Song of the day!!

Do I Wanna Know? by Arctic Monkeys. Yes I am quite slow in actually looking up renowned tracks and understanding why they are famous.

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No bells over my head😤

There are, but they shouldn’t be!

I like working a lot. Constantly being busy and occupied makes me feel like an important person. And because I like to put one leg everywhere, I often land up in long term group projects. Being an introvert, my instinctual preference is to always work solo in any project to do things my way. The only thing I hate when working is if it blocks my schedule. I don’t like having the same thing decide my schedule all the time. Because as I said above, I have multiple commitments to fulfill. So for a person like me, flexibility is the utmost necessity, not only to stretch after every couple hours of working, but to manage time well too. It becomes annoying when there is a reminder constantly ringing over my head, I like finishing any task I have immediately because there is always a lot to do.


Song of the day!!

Bad Feeling by Logan Prescott. A pleasant, refreshing mood track.

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The daily to-do list recipe

A step by step one that too 🙂

At times I want a step by step detailed procedure journal where I am explained all my daily tasks in an order preferable to me, as well as one that gets stuff done on time, quickly. Because there are days when I don’t have time, then days when I am too exhausted to lift my hands, then days when I’m straight up lazy. I want to be lazy while completing my chores. So it would be very helpful if I get a guide for that.


Song of the day!!

Project X by Charley Hewits. Rhythmic, relaxing beats that

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Why don’t we have a stopclock!?

I want time to pause for a while😭😭😭

Bloganuary day 30: What do you complain about the most?

Not having time for things, without a doubt. I never have time for things nowadays. My schedule can be so intense and unpredictable, many times I am not aware of the happenings the next day. I don’t go for outings often and there are numerous instances when I had to rain check on my plans because of work. It is quite irritating at times. I don’t feel as if I am in control, rather the people around me are. My schedule sets my routine. Most of my time has been going towards my commitment to my dance crew. Too much practices and rehearsals for all the competitions lined up. At times I wonder what I would do with all the time I spend here in other places. Then comes academics. We literally just finished one semester and we have already gotten practicals and assignments for the other one, in two fucking days. The harsh reality dawned on me again today, it’s all a race for marks.

It’s very chaotic. I want time for myself. 24 hours are suddenly not enough to sleep, work, and have alone time. I want shit to calm down for some moments. I want a break. I want to drop everything and run away. I wish to close my eyes and never wake up.


Song of the day!!

The Less I Know The Better by Tame Impala. A relaxing funk track about the pros of ignorance.

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