These days I have a heavy workload. Projects, notes, exams, college entrance preparation, internship- it’s a lot. I don’t even have time to breathe at this point tbh. I am never on a break except when eating and completing my daily chores. My mind is continuously thinking of what I have to do next. But somehow, I am not stressing much. Idk if it’s because of my emotional numbness, or defence mechanisms, but I am not panicking. I am…alright. I am handling things well. And I am actually kind of enjoying it too. It makes me feel like a busy person everyone wishes to be. I have downloaded a self care app recently and I list down all my tasks in the morning. I like checking them off. It’s nice. I have a big to-do list and tbh having all the things you need to do written down is of great help. It lets me know where I stand when working.
Speaking of studies, school’s almost finished. No more of going to the place I went everyday for years. No more of those shenanigans I used to pull with my friends in classes. We will only go for exams and paper distribution now. School’s over. We’re gonna enter the outer world.
Also, I cut my finger in the noon while slicing a lemon. It was a small cut, but deep enough to bleed like a flood. I just sucked it for a while thinking it will stop but 10 minutes later, it was still dripping. Annoying. I put a band-aid and it turned red instantly.
And also, I got new headphones! My ear pods broke so I will give them for repair, but I also ordered myself a new pair of headphones because I just wanted to have one. Plus they were very cheap because of Black Friday sale. And why would I miss an awesome deal on electronics? I mainly wanted them because my eardrums ache due to ear pods when producing music because they are literally inside my ears. Headphones won’t give me that problem, and they look cool af!
Song of the day!!
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