There is seriously something going on between me and political science
Ok so this one’s gonna be quick. I have an exam tomorrow and I have 20 big chapters in my syllabus. Am I prepared? Not at all. Why? Because I thought the exam is day after tomorrow but my laptop screen just lit up with a reminder that it’s rather tomorrow. It’s currently 9:30p.m here and my exam is at 7:30 tomorrow morning and considering I don’t even know what is in the syllabus, I am fucked. I called up my friends laughing coz I seriously don’t know what to do. They thought I was crying but no bitch I was laughing! I still am, hysterically!! I also have to tell my mom and oh she is gonna be so pissed💀. Interesting thing, it’s my political science paper, the one subject that brings the most gossip.
Song of the day!!
You Might Not Like Her by Maddie Zahm. A wistful song about changing over time I want my younger self to listen. Absolutely adore the theme and how the vocals have been incorporated perfectly.
You know at times how you get some unrealistically crazy dreams!? I had a dream that I was pregnant. Like the girl who has never been in a relationship and hates physical contact, is pregnant by a one-night stand! I am a lucid dreamer so I knew what the hell was going on in the dream. I was laughing in the dream knowing the fact that this dream is ridiculous. Despite having so, SO many crazy dreams, this one really surprised me.
Anyways so in my dream, I woke up to find out that I am pregnant, and I am 100% sure who is the father because I have had sex only once. So now I search for the guy. This dude is a very non-serious, typical bad-boy person. We talk and he suggests that the baby might be my ex-crush’s, with whom I recently had a one-night stand as well. He also remarks that I still have feelings for him. (I have no clue how he knew it, dreams don’t make any sense ok! And my crush was super hot by the way.) So then I explain to this guy how my crush and I never got that far during that night, and that, I don’t have feelings for him loudly. Because I had to prove a point that I was not affected by the presence of my said ex-crush because he was sitting at the table adjacent to ours and could hear us. That guy was looking at me with eyes burning with jealousy.
Then suddenly I feel that I got my period. I don’t even bother to check and break the news to my friend. She is relieved on hearing this and we rejoice. Then I decided to check to make sure.
This was the ultimate moment that would decide my future.
Did I get my period or not?
Do I still have feelings for my ex-crush or not?
Am I pregnant or not?
I have no idea because I woke up.
Sike!
Nah, I really have no clue what happened next. This was such a Wattpad story kind of dream. Like what the damn hell!!
Maybe it’s because I have been reading a book about teen pregnancy. It’s called “Boys Don’t Cry,” by Malorie Blackman. It surrounds a guy whose ex suddenly turns to his door, hands him their 1-year-old daughter, and leaves without a trace. So now the guy suddenly has a daughter he never knew existed and it shows his journey of referring to the baby as “some baby” to “my daughter.” I have read only half of it and so far I love the realistic characters. The main character’s brother is literally my carbon copy. It’s a very wholesome and relaxing book. But I haven’t read it for 2 days because of lack of free time, so WHY TF DID I GET THIS DREAM GODDAMMIT!?
What in the Wattpad is happening?
Song of the day!!
So Good by B.o.B. A burning hip-hop track to hype you up. Love the vibe.
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