I have now given up on studying before exams. I’m done. I have all the material prepared, I am clear how to approach my topics. I sit down to study. After a while, something hits in my brain and I am fed up with it all. I don’t want to study anymore. Then when I get up, I want to study.
It’s hard to study when the voices are so loud. So I plug in my headphones. No effect somehow. At times even outer noises are unable to cancel the inner noises.
It’s not just studying. I am procrastinating on all my tasks. I am delaying things till the last second. I don’t want to respond messages. I don’t want to call anyone. My nightmares spin in my head. Sleeping requires me to listen to music beforehand. It’s unbearable otherwise. I need therapy.
Song of the day!!
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