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The world is occupying

Is it something every writer does? I look at objects around and think of a story, if it is there by chance or planned? Did that lady got that helmet as a gift or did she buy it? It must have fallen someday and she would have been worried. Was that shirt always a pale yellowish color or has it turned this way? Maybe the person wearing it is thinking the same. Is that leaf there because it flew here from someplace else or did it directly fall from the tree above? What are must have that dog roaming at the end of the street seen? Is it alright? Someone may be feeling extremely hot right now and turning on the ac, while someone might be out working and sweating, waiting to get back.

There are so many people and objects and thoughts. It’s occupying.

Song of the day!!

I Wanna Be Your Slave by Måneskin. The vocals and the music, the overall production of this song is fire!

Trauma Responses by Intuition?

Can trauma triggers be detected beforehand?

I learned something new today. My body can react to my trauma triggers like it did during the traumatic experience. Human body goes into survival mode when subjected dangerous conditions. My body had become habitual to certain schemas while living under traumatic environment. It has been a few months since I have been living under different conditions, away from that environment. Today I woke up from a deep headache-healing slumber by the presence of the trigger. My room was closed, no voices incoming. Still my body just knew. It was just like when it was directly subjected to what has now become a trigger. Stiff, cold, highly alert. I woke up and my mind became instantly aware and automatically started planning what to do next.

I looked this up. Is this spidy sense? Intuition? What? I couldn’t find any satisfactory explanation. It’s all twisted up on the internet. Maybe these things are set in my body now because of prolonged exposure. I’ll look in libraries for my answers.

Song of the day!!

Can We Pretend That We’re Good? by Daniel Seavey. I fell for the distortions in the pre-chorus and the execution of the drums during the chorus. Amazingly unique production.

Getting knowledge

Another reason why sitting with open minded adults is useful is that you listen to their experiences and get to know some tips and tricks to dodge problems. Everywhere I go, I listen and observe people to learn. You will always find something to learn.

Knowledge is everywhere. Wherever you find it, gather it.

Song of the day!!

Toxic by BoyWithUke. Some self reflecting lyrics with great vocal work.