It isn’t news that I really like playing games. I have discussed different games in a couple blogs in the past. However I have recently made an observation that I want to share.
I love playing battlegrounds and action games but I don’t install them often because of time. I play racing games often because they have action and can be wound up quickly. However, I tend to switch between different arcade games almost constantly, like a pattern. And I think the reason is because I ALWAYS need something to occupy my hand, while presenting variety.
My mind is constantly racing and if I stop focusing on something, anxiety increases. Even if my mind is not into it, I need my hands to be occupied with some task.
For example, I join a class and have to wait for a bit, I need to do something in the meantime. At times I tidy up any clutter lying around, or I play a game.
If you tell me to play that same game in my free time, I won’t. Because my mind won’t be occupied enough and the overwhelming boulders will return.
I read comics at such times. My mind is fully occupied with the storyline and the art, and my hands are also busy scrolling.
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